nuth realli exciting have been going in my life recently... underwent a tremendous amount of mood swings earlier... partly due to previous work committments and other things that peppered along the way. and so accounting for the realli 'off' entries previously... some ppl understand wat i'm saying and others may not. well.. thanks for all the advice and listening ears and comforting words.. ha...

things have been getting better. i dunno why. guess i can juz swing back up as fast as i slide down. =p now i wonder if that's a good or bad thing. ~_~

been indulging in my almost one month of break from work. yes in case some of u dunno.. i'm in my holidays now. officially left SAF and i will be reporting to work to my new company on 23rd Nov 2007. though i'm still feeling a bit lost here and there.. but at least i know i'm kinda anticipating it. so i guess it should be alright. if not better. =)

doing excercises while i can. u know... trying to slim down.. cause slimming down is 'almost' a universal women's hobby. yeah~~^_^ of course... size is juz a number.. is always best to feel good in ur own skin.. i'll try to come in terms with mi flabby arms and thunderous thighs... haha...

catching up on tv lately too. those 10-11pm slots of 'reality tv' shows from america, like ANTM (America's Next Top Model) and The Search for The Next Pussycat Doll. i always like this kinda shows. bitchy. nice looking girls. boobs, butts and bodies. bitchy. and oh did i mention bitchy? ha... cat fights are always interesting. esp on tv. very theatrical and dramatic. haha...

late nights too. i like~~~~~ haven been 'owling' since study days. and now i am back to mi 'natural' sleeping cycle. haha.... sleeping time = 3-4am. waking time = 11am-1pm.

mapling. a muz too. some kakis of mine sworn off gaming and mapling.. *snort* saying they got other things better to do than maple... hahahahha.... kiddin... but i still like to maple... though almost ALL the ppl inside are <20 yr olds... but is oki la... ha... at least lvling is a motivation factor for me. ^^

i still feel that i'm in the satge of mi life where i'm searching for my own identity. like wat i realli wan in life. wat is my goal. wat do i live for. dunno if any one of u feels exactly the same way as i do. so anywae.. meanwhile i'm still in the searching phase.. ha... like minded ppl do let mi know... haha.. then maybe we can all sit down and have a good talk about it.. hahahah....another reason for a gathering? haha ^^

next time then.. hopefully i will have something more interesting to blog about than reporting on my mundane life and how pathetic i feel life is for me... hurhurhur...

*snort*

afternote: watched tv and saw bryan wong brought a tour group to australia, tasmania to watch the fairy penguins (or angel penguins) in action. IS SO DAMN CUTE CAN! i wanna go australia........... and possibly do my penguin walk with them. ~_~