so sianz.. in office... doing nuth.. yes... ABSOLUTELY NUTH... ZENITH... ZERO.... cause is mi last day as a temp here... dunno why mi boss dun wanna let mi go earlier... like noon or smth... haiz.. guess i'll juz have to rot mi life away for today in this sub-zero temperature office....

spent almost half of the morning finishing up the online books that gan sent mi... Tuesdays With Morrie... an extremely touching and motivating book i would say... i love the quotes in the book...

"Learn how to give out love, and to let it come in."

"Each night, when I go to sleep, I die.
And the next morning, when I wake up, I am reborn." Mahatma Gandhi.

"Love is how you stay alive, even after you are gone."

"Believe in being fully present with the person you are with."

About love and marriage....
"If you don't respect the other person, you're gonna have a lot of trouble.
If you don't know how to compromise, you're gonna have a lot of trouble.
If you can't talk openly about what goes on between you, you're gonna have a lot of trouble.
If you don't have a common set of values in life, you're gonna have a lot of trouble."

these quotes are especially meaningful to me.. and some of them realli touch mi deep down in my heart... probably because i see them in ppl i know... probably because i myself feel accused of flouting them...

i gave myself a good cry between and after the book.. bouts of self-pity, self-realisation, self-dissappointment. after which, i walked out of the office and gave my mum a call. to ask her of the simplest things... like have u had ur breakfast.. or just simply wat are you doing now...

i wan to show my love for my parents when they can see it.. and when i can do it. i wouldnt wan to wait till my parents are lying on the bed do i then try to squeeze out each and every happi moment with them. like wat morrie said... not many ppl can be as lucky as him. being able to have enough time to say goodbyes and all...

you should too.

nxt time.