yesterday... finally completed my first draft of fyp and handed it in to my prof... together with the hard copy also... been quite mentally shacked these few days... fyp-ing and all.... something happened that i never thought it would...but deep down i knew she didnt mean it to happen at all... or maybe i thought, this entire situation was the cause of mi over-reacting... ppl who know me... u know.. over reacting... low eq and all... cause sometimes i dun react when i nd to and i over react when things are quite small actually... anywae....

my fyp project is a dual project... meaning 2 person working on one single project... may have the same beginning... observations and all but then will have different approaches to the project... ours was on shoreline erosion of east coast park... i was given the task of reviewing why the coastline is eroding.. and she is appointed the task of reviewing the different methods of soft approach of protecting the beach....

we went down to the beach on many seperate occassions... did our observations and all... and so naturally, our current observations of the beach should be the same... then we went on to type our report....

i did mine and i sent over to her for reviewing of my conclusion... and she commented that she liked my way of presenting my observations.. and i was thinking.. oh yah.. cool... gald that she liked it...

then we seperately handed in our report online... i didnt look at her report at all...i went out later...

then when i returned... i opened her report for viewing... and onli then did i realised that the entire section of observation of the beach was 90% like mine...i mean yeah... the observations should be the same but not the wy of presenting... her original way of presenting was totally different from mine... and now... w/o informing or asking whether she could copy about 90% of how i present my observations in my report.. she copied them....

naturally... i felt extremely disappointed... cause i didnt think she was this kinda person at all... i was angry at the same time too... weiqi was online and she became my 'dustbin'... haha... i was literally 'throwing up' my emotions while msn-ing qi....

then i decided that i should call my fren instead to confront her... while i was talking to her on the phone... i couldnt control myself and i broke down...

STUPID!!!

i dunno why i broke down or for whom i broke down for.... thinking back.. i juz felt totally stupid that i broke down... and i realli cried like there was no tomorrow...

i guessed she was also STUNNED by my reaction cause she didnt think it was such a big matter.. as observations should or can be the same... that's why now i am thinking... was i realli over reacting....

then the day after.. we went to find the prof.. for if he hasnt read our report... she would change her observations part.. but we didnt find him cause he wasnt in sch.. but the ending is.. she and i talked and discussed and she changed her part while i added some more things in my report to make it nicer.. together we sent in the soft copy and submitted the hard copy yesterday...

all in all, she didnt meant wat she did and i am feeling that i was over reacting.. ha.. but.. still .. its a bad feeling to have sections of ur report almost totally lifted....

but if she is reading this.... but i dun think she has my blog... i wanna make it clear that i am happi that u initiated to change ur report... and we still ended up being frenz.. happily ever after... i hope... LOL....

and now why am i spending soooo much time typing this very very very longgggg story........




think....





think.....






cause i am in mh's fyp lab.. waiting for him to finish his stuff!!! HAHA... at least i used this time to update my blog.... muhahahahahaaa.....and now... my fyp is considered half done la!!! MUHAHAHAHA.... that is if there are no major errors or corrections that nd to be done from my first draft....

on another note... i have sudden chocolate craving attacks recently... yes... weird right.. cause penguin dun eat sweet stuff one... but dunno why leh... when the craving comes ah.. whoa.. the chocolate realli tastes it best....

on another another note... a small life juz departed away from this cruel world.... on the table next to me.... a prof juz smashed the mosquito dead..... tsk tsk... poor thing.... orh mi to fou... orh mi tou fou..... shan zai.. shan zai....

kk.. u can tell i am REALLI bored right now....

zzzz...

nxt time....