it's realli weird how ppl think... in more specific terms.. how man and women think... they always say men are from mars and women are from venus... totally true...wat one expects from the other.. is not usually wat one gets.

i feel like i am getting older... so much so that i would like to drag time back... kk... excuses for always procrascinating... lol... dun u find that u even buay tahan urself sometimes... u always do things that are bad for u... u always find fault with others and urself... u always feel like the whole world owes u a living.... k i am blabbering....

promises... dun u hate it when ppl break their promises... it may not matter to u when its juz a nobody.. but when it happens to someone close to u.. u can get sooo angry and pissed off that u just feel like wrenching the person's head off...

changes... it's has always been extremely hard for mi to accept changes... i may have accepted it but then deep down inside u know u r still wrenching uncomfortably... but then u got to move on... even though u dun feel comfortable... u wan to stop but u cant. u wan to turn back but u cant.

gers always like to think too much.. or rather i admit i like to think too much.. so much so u can always read into the smallest little thing... then carry on to illustrate ur own story... it can be extremely detrimental sometimes... both on the mind and on the soul....

its the new yr and my post is to procrascinate... haiz... when can i stop P-ing and juz go on to do my stuff... isit because i'm too lazy... or isit because i dun wanna let go...i dun wanna move on....

i think i nd a psychic...

AND STOP PROCRASCINATING!!!

argh... i hate my life...

psychic...psychic.....

p/s: i'm organising 2 steamboats in my hse (annual MUST HAVE BIG EVENT) for 2 consecutive nights...i invited my bf over but he cannot even attend one of them..... hahahaha..... funni hor.............. >_____<