things got kinda chaotic around mi after i came back from KL... loads of pics from my first trip overseas with my frenz but too lazy to post them up....

x'mas is over. i didn't manage to spend it with my ladieswitez khakis like before... x'mas is a time of family bonding and bonding did our family did... my dad's side of the family was reunited on 21st december 2005. reason: my grandma died due to end stage renal failure. the few days following, our entire family got together and despite several moments of 'weirdness' and embarrassing sliences.... we all communicated quite well... has been donkey years since i last saw my aunts and uncles and cousins... wat a christmas... the time of bonding and sharing with ur family.... we cremated grandma on christmas day... many tears...many screams...very scary...death is normally so distant from me...suddenly it seemed so near... so near tt it's scary...kinda disturbed...dun like it...wanna escape but can't...time heals all.. time heals all...

i'm fine now. but i guess i'm still a wee bit disturbed... sicknening feeling....

met up with gan a few days after. need a breather.. nd someone who is out of my family to pull mi out... to gan... many tks.. Ben and Jerry's realli taste good... if not for the big tub... haha....

i nd air.















next time.

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