i do not feel like doing more of FYSK stuff.. though a part of me still kinda wanna join in the fun of making such a big project... so sianz... is like when they nd a calefare they'll call mi.. if not.... i wouldnt be informed... like meetings.. and yah.. i know if i was there i also couldnt have done anything case i'm not holding any posts... in other words.... xian2 ren2 ye2 ge4...so they call mi there also no use.... haiz... so in the end... is a head and tail question... or rather a which-came-first?-the-egg-or-the-hen question....*^&*%^&(&%#

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whew... i hope i can 'refind' myself in the much anticipated upcoming Aurythmics five.... though mi and gan arent gonna perform the whole set of songs... but the feeling of being in a grp... in choir... hmmm.. hope this experience will turn out to be a fufilling one...